SHOCK - has two meanings

just before lunch today I got back my Maths result - 63% (grr, terrible! and I made so many stupid mistakes!) ah well, then I had lunch where I introduced this website to Angharad. I hope that wasn't a mistake! I'm feeling a slight 'Caution' sign ahead as I do believe she ever so slightly might post quite a lot of comments! that is good though (keep commenting Angharad).
I had physics this afternoon where I finished the paper I began in the morning and got 88% over all. that was a much better grade than I was expecting!
I went home early today and spoke on the phone to Matt for a while. He was in quite a lot of pain due to stomach cramps so we were both doing a lot of praying. I watched neighbours and then went off to SHOCK. SHOCK is my church youth club for youth my age. it stands for 'Spirit Helps Our Christianity Kick'. on the way down my dad told me about how one of his old school friends is 'missing, presumed dead' along with his eldest son. his two other children are dead and his wife is alive. that was the second 'SHOCK' of the day. the worst thing is that I had read their story in the newspapers this morning, I'd recognised the faces and names but I wasn't sure where from. I'd decided to refrain from reading the article as I was sure it was not what I wanted to rerad, couldn't have been good news. When my dad told me, the penny dropped. I'm still in a bit of shock. I didn't know them very well but I did know them and had seen them within the last few years.
At SHOCK I sat with a bible on my lap and read random verses, writing down the verses I found the most helpful. I found quite a few and by the end of SHOCK I was feeling quite a bit better. we all talked about the party we will be holding on sunday (it is a new years party as we weren't organised enough to get it ready before christmas!) and briefly mentioned the service we'll be taking on february the 6th.
When I got home I rang Matt, had my dinner, went on msn for a short while and am now trotting off to bed.